Helena

My Chemical ROmance's song Helena. Such a emo-punkish song that kinda of captivates you...somehow. Anyways I had an okay wekend. Besides finding out that I more of a loser than Im actually am, mainly focusing on the failure aspect. I know what's best for me yet I cant do anything to help myelf. Want to be a bartender or waitress, something bar/club oriented and second want to be doing something along the lines of advertising and designing. I think I have an idea of what I want to do. And teachers, co-workers have been totally supportive of telling me of telling me to do what I like or I'll regreat it. I'm also going to take some art classes to improve my skill. I hope travelling will help inspre me and make me a bit more open minded and creative. I think I'll do okay in this life.

With love and encouragement of course.