Things I must do in this life time, less than 2 yrs

Yep! I dont know were I'm headed. I'm complelty lost. In means of school, residence, hobbies, money, relationships, friends, and so on. I have so much I have to do in my life before I graduate. FIrst of all I have to figure out

1. stupid shit with you-know-who,
2. then I hve to learn to snowboard, skateboard, rollerblade,
3. finish off my dvd and cd collection,
4. need to have my moviethon,
5. have a cool hair cut, dye my hair,
6. do a little t-shirt making,
7. comic drawing,
8. start back my school newspaper, talk to people about having cool school annocements,
9. get Wonderland pass,
10. do paint ball,
11. have a great guy or girl to go to the prom with (no I'm not bi),
12. figure out what school I want to go to and figure out what major I'm dong and if I'm going to do two majors,
13. choosing my prom dress,
14. going to my first concert,
15. smoke my first joint and drink (the drink part is covered on my europe trip)
16. make a costume for myself, make anything for that matter of fact,
17. have another awesome birthday party,
18. travel a bit more,
19. go to a film or an adventue camp this summer or next summer,
20. find (sadly but eventually) a new bf...if needed,
21. oh have a fucking 80% average to get scholarships,
22. make the art council
23. and to probably start a little garage band.

Supposed Telemarketer

I apparently now, have to be nice to everyone on the phone, even if I suspect them to be a telemarketer. I have to take their name and phone number, dear god, all because I acted "rough" w/ a supposed telemaketer earlier. Great eh!, Everyone fucking sucks. Well yeah watched Battle Royale today.. one messed movie, but awesomly good. I also had my guitar exam today, which wasnt to bad and the religion one yesturday which also wasn't to bad. Tommorow I have english which shuld be bad. And my dad was like remeber you minimum average, and in my head yeah sure w/e and in reality yep ok. Damnit all. I'll enjoy whatever's left of my freedom now....not much

Making Cartoons

Since I'm gonna have all this free time I thought I might as well learn a new language, do research for my trip and make some cartoons on my life. They're only gonna be one box, but it should do...yeah some are just "interesting", if you don't know me well enough you won't get a few of them, but they should be somewhat universal... Yeah so once I can get them on the web I'll post the link.

Yep In Trouble...Again

So once again I'm in trouble. When am I not in trouble? Everything I do is wrong and I get punished for every little detail. This is so fucked! Why does my mom have to give me over to my bastard of a dad...OK...I have another year and a half to unviversity or college. I think I can make it....I think...damniut. I hate everything and I'm under house arrest to make matters worse. Holy fucking shit.

Mandy_its_me

Mandy its yourself. Talking in thrid person must be relaxing. Not! Tired as hell last 3 weeks of sleeping for six hours max. Its ridiculous and I'm fucking tired. I got home from school and took a four hour nap, then ate food. Mmm food. Now I have to watch the movies I bought 3 Jackie Chan's: 36 Crazy Fists, Fantasy Mission Force and Yound Master and then I have to watch Run Lola Run. I'm (sadly) a movie junkie. I have too much spare time.

I CAN't wait either

It's coming so fast, but at the same time so slow. You can feel it coming but ur like ohmigod come on faster, damnit! But yeah, I get to excited and I wnat to pack the day like weeks in advanced, but It should be awesome...So soon, yeah

It's Almost Here!

Mandy guess what?!? Only around 68 days until EUROPE!!! Do you realise how fast it has gone by?? Now that it's almost here though it's probably going to slow down and seem like ages away....but still!!!! 68 days!!!!!!!!
- Air

Desertion

http://www.thestar.com/NASApp/cs/ContentServer?pagename=thestar/Layout/Article_Type1&c=Article&cid=1102719011849&call_pageid=1045739058633&col=1045739057805&DPL=IvsNDS%2f7ChAX&tacodalogin=yes


Yep Fourth and Final one...I'll stop reading the newspaper on the web now. *Sigh* Um yeah remeber to read the 3 before it. More interesting articles, not all dealing with the war in Iraq.

Killing Of Innocents

http://www.thestar.com/NASApp/cs/ContentServer?pagename=thestar/Layout/Article_Type1&c=Article&cid=1100731811550&call_pageid=1045739058633&col=1045739057805

Ok Ya I know I'm going slightly overboard, but this is quite interesting how an Americans shot an innocent. Hmmm makes you think a bit. I know this is the thrid one and I know tha article is an archieve but it worth reading.

Technology

http://www.thestar.com/NASApp/cs/ContentServer?pagename=thestar/Layout/Article_Type1&c=Article&cid=1105485013042&call_pageid=970599119419

This is quite amazing itself. It's about a mini computer from Apple. ^^^Cute and small. Sorry about having links in this and the last one but I'm finding interesting stuff that I would like to share, IF ppl really read this.

The Fault Of...

http://www.thestar.com/NASApp/cs/ContentServer?pagename=thestar/Layout/Article_Type1&c=Article&cid=1105528981414&call_pageid=968332188854&col=968350060724&DPL=JvsODSH7Aw0u%2bwoRO%2bYKDSblFxAk%2bwoVO%2bYODSbhFxAg%2bwkRO%2bUPDSXiFxMh%2bwkZO%2bUCDSTnFxIm%2bwgTO%2bQIDSThFxIg%2bwgZO%2bQCDSPnFxUm%2bw8TO%2bMIDSPjFxUi%2bw8XO%2bMMDSPvFxUu%2bw4RO%2bIIDSLjFxQh1w%3d%3d&tacodalogin=yes

THIS is a result of George Bush's stupidity ^^^^^ Right There. It "looks" like a long url but believe me you want to read this.

Ya Huh

I'm at home and I'm thinking to myself, "Why do I do the things I do?" and "Why do the things that happen to me happen?" God, You have a lot to explain once I finally find you...just You wait. Um but yeah I get myself confused trying to figure this out. Generally I think to much, mainly on how I can improve my situations, my answeer to myself this year was to do whatever I can possible to forget that I'm having such horrible luck. *Sigh*