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Songs Of The Past

Please note it said the past, so dont say where's my song mandi,lol

Steph-Linkin Park-Numb, Sheryl Crow-Soak Up The Song
"We both love these songs. She was always borrowing my cds...besdies the fact I forgot them over at her house all the time"

Sheila- Sum41-In Too Deep, Distillers-Beat You Heart
"Remebering sheila back in the good old days, where she kept it punk and didnt care about what ppl thought...wat happened to her, oh well"

Pat-Maroon Five-This Love and Switchfoot-Meant To Live and Jimmy Eat World-Sweetness
"He got that Maroon 5 songs re-stiucked in my head, switchfoot he went to the concert the weekend I asked if he wanted to come to wonderland, next weekend he was wearing the shirt, and Jimmy in his car coming from the youthfest. He decided to play his cd's this song came on and we were all happy, also reminds me of coffee time incident, lol"

Myself-Led Zeppelin-Stairway To Heaven and Aerosmith-Dont Want to Miss A Thing
"Biggest moment of my life, Pats Prom. Those two songs were the two songs I remebered clearly what happened between it playing time. Nothing disturbing I just loved the moment, nothing beats it,lol"

Two extra songs for eveyone was Goo Goo DOlls-Iris and Red Hot Chilli Peppers-Otherside, for some strange reason as a collective group we usually always listened to these songs and the others mentioned.

How I feel about these songs when I hear them now...well I feel sad, all the things that could have happened good between us all turned sour...I'm not too sure what I would change about the past if I had a chance, but I know there would ahve to be a chnage. Either me speaking up more, letting my feelings be known or something. Actually I really not sure what I could have done, it seemed destined for doom after my 1st desicion.

I'm not sure yet but I think this will be my ending post for this blog. Well the significant end, I'll post once more to lead you to the new page.

Well anyways this year has been topsy turvy for me. Lost of friends, death of friend, lost of boyfriend (still confused), gain of new friends, fights that rage on, silent fights, people not talking to me cause I dont like their friends, parents, grades, work issues, my major rise in Bitchy Drama Queen and EMo Queen, the meeting of new guy friends (destined to doom), never ending thoughts and ideas, but what has reined over all was my friendships and relationships.

I wish things didnt turn out the way it did with Steph, never met for it happen. Sheila.....I dont know what to say about her or this. Pat...what went wrong? thought there was something that was going to last, boy was I worng about all three, especially Pat. DOnt get me wrong I really did wnat it to work (all three), but I get fustrated and just run out of things I could do to help or fix the situation....

I'm tired, official last post on Up We Go To The Top. Be prepared for the next chapter.

Just Had To

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Originally uploaded by bohol.

TWO DAYS TILL NEW BLOG!!!!

And yes Anne you can copy the idea of new blog.lol.

Um basically I have been cramming for exams, so I could just pass...bad idea but only thing I oculd do...my body soooo sleep deprived for such a long time...I can barely stay awake when sitting still. My body thinks its time to sleep when I move less frequently...ahhhh damnit.

And I should really find that coupon for a slurpee it makes me mad that I dont know where it is.

ANYWAYS my week of school is over tommorrow. And then I work on Thursday...and I just realized as I said that I have to get my shifts changed, shiza. Fuck I forgot that even though I'm done school my sisters arent and neither is Yasuko (my step mom)...uggg so screwed. I'll fix that tommorrow.
Shit!

Well yeah more tommrrow, with last day entry. Right now i have to get back to studying....fuck

So basically...

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Originally uploaded by chickencat.

I'm still at work, I just had a dude tell me his little story about himself and his dad. He's a Polish dude and he showed me a couple of pictures from 1920's and 1930's..so anyways yeah. This picture up here is cool, and I'm hungary.

random stuff @ work

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Originally uploaded by Amanda Marie.

Well I'm at work, covering breaks. Never knew that I could operate Flickr from here to blog. So now I can tell you all my horrible stories about bosses, customers, adn employees. Muauahahaha....okay yeah whatever. My tummy's grumbling at me and I have to stand like forever. AND i HAVE TO SATND NEXT TO THESE HOT MACHINES!!! Well we have a fan, we had a nice cool one here last week, but now we have this ghetto one...ewwww. Yeah well I'm done for now.Ciao

Retro Times

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Originally uploaded by la rò.

Countdown: 7 days

Like today's picture? Well I'm pissed off with Mr.Zheng for killinh my keychain, but what can I do?

Anyways so yeah, right now i'm in Media Arts class and I also had my first exam today, which I totally bombed. I think I at least got 56% on the 1st part. The 2nd part well I know to study hard as hell. But now I also have to start studying for Chemistry and Physics.

Um probably skipping 4th period, if not I'll have to dwell with Mr.Zheng's stupidity. Tommorrow I might skip to watch movies, but tommorrow I also need to find a father's day present. AH so much to do. Summer almost here.

Color Alley

Color Alley
Originally uploaded by -Birdy-.

Countdown till the end: 8 days

^^^^COuntdown is for when the end comes and its time for me to move on to my next blog. Anyways in more important news:

I got to see Jason today!!!!

Jason walks in through the door....this is me "aHHHHH Ohmigod its Jason." I
get up to run to the door. Mr L, "AMandla sit down and wait" Me in mid-air
position silently sits down and waits, aggitated and all. Finally I'm allowed to
run to Jason. But not before Mr.L and Dylan thinks its funny to taunt me. And
also after Sarj beats me to hugging Jason...I was like Noooooooo. But its all
good tlaked to him for a bit then left and came back and talked to him a bit
more, then decided to go homa and study. As I walked out of the school door I
turned around and yelled remeber to visit next year at least once or twice, plz!
AND jason was like okay. I was really happy to see him, and glad that I got the
chance to see him. Oooo and I also told him about the newspaper and he was like
thats great and good luck. Man I miss the newspaper Crew. I hope it all works
out next year....fingers crossed.

Ninja Girl Kung Fu Style

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Originally uploaded by girlthursday.

Oh yeah, kung fu kicks ass. Especially Jackie Chan's. Man he is so cool, but so old, but that's okay, he's only like 56 (???) now.

Um well good news! I'm most likely allowed to graduate early from school. When I say graduate I mean I dont have to show up for 2nd semester. I'm thinking about working 6 days a week. Weekdays 8-2pm and then Sunday all day, if okayed by managers. I could make about 10,000 in the time from Feb to August with those hours, covering two year of tuition, cool eh. So that's actually my plan for next year. Yes I will still do my extra-curricular; newspaper, yearbook, photography club and whatever else. So I'm happy.

If you didnt notice I'm not one to much follow the rules of the book, not really my fault.lol.

ANyways I'm thinking about the possiblity of starting a new blog, for a start of a new year. But I'm not quite sure when I should start the new year...when I enter grade 12 or when summer satrts. I think when summer starts because its like starting a new life for the summer, different from whatever the one at school was like. This one will be in existence, so like you or myself could backtrack to certain point in time, but I wont be posting in it. I will post in the new one until I think the dued time has come.

Really when you perspectives and shit like that change, you have to make changes to a few other things as well. Even small insignificant things like my blog, :P Its just with so much changes in my life this year I think its only fair to start over in a new blog to document the new part of my life. This is just so most things from past and future and present dont clash. Thats all.

Anyways need sleep, post tommorrow again

By the way Way Away, is such an awesome song. Ahhh I love it.
ps. By Yellowcard oooo and Switchfoot is coming out with a new album soon, yeah!

Found

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Originally uploaded by wuhao.

Found pretty picture will post later

Postage

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Originally uploaded by dayafternext.

Okay so I finally decided to post preoperly, even though it like 4 hours later-ish. Um nothing really happened today, except for us (us=Jaira, Justin Myself and It (Ro)) did some editing for our music video. So far, its totally random, ohmigod. We had a story line but then that was interrupted by, ohmigod we need to fill space and that's exactly what we did. But its creative at least, just in many different aspects. Lol.

So yeah I finally did my ISU test, which I hope I did good on. And in Chem class did I bit of summer palnning.

Ooo by the way here's one of the plans I would like to try auout... I would like to graduate a semester early from school. Why you ask ...because I would like to work the other half of the year instead of going to school to get extra credits that I dont need. But the only issue is my extra curriculars that I would like to still do and other grade 12 things that I must get done, and such . I would like to know if they'll force me to be in school to take part, I hope not. I can finish all my needed credits by 1st semester, so I dont want to be at school if not needed.

ANyways lets talk about my weekend and how I got beat by Chinese Will. Damn him. Well anyways I was over at Kristina's house for her bro's birthday party. It was fun and we had this major game of soccer. SO I got one of the things off my Summer list. But it was such a racist game of soccer it was funny. It was Asians vs Non-Asians. But the highlight of the game was when the ic cream man stopped next to us, and we were all contemplating if we should go over finally about 10-14 of us went and attacked the the truck. The truck driver stopped on purpose. Ohh and Will was kind enough to buy me a slushie. ALSO I met Gab, there. One of Jiara's friends whos tall and cute. lol, by the way Gab is a guy. :D And he likes loud ppl, which was new and strange to me, but its all good. He had a tie as a belt which I found to be halarious.

Um well anyways, im tires, night

Hahaha

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Originally uploaded by MrsStrizzay.

Not as fishy as it looks. I menat my situations. SO me and Air kissed and made up.

(Does this make you happy...you is directed to those lowlives who are mega assholes, you know who u r. And if I did I would kick ur stupid fat ass all aroung the GTA, fuck u and dont get involve with other ppl's issues, fucktards)

Anyways, so basically a sorry goes out to Air, for miscommunication on what was said adn done. And yes that's really how I deal with things. Meh but stop worring yourself, you're gonna get wrinkles and shit, and that's not cool. Things work out in the end if they're suppose to, okay!

Ps. I missed Inuyasha for you. I hope thats some reflection of my care for you....is it ???? I think it is.

Um anyways on to my ninja hat, which is way cool, but its too hot to wear in this bloody weather. SO now I cant wait till the summer so I can use, I'm going to the pool thats why I'm dressed this way! hehehe

dippity doo da

dippity doo da
Originally uploaded by MrsStrizzay.

Hahaha, I like that title. Anyways I just popped my contacts out of my eye accidently, lol. I was rubbing it cuz I was tired and then it went *pop* and I was like "ahhh, me gone blind!" Then I realized it was on my cheek and then I put it back in my eye, lol.

So dont you just love the little baby over here...she so adorable. And just to let everyone know that the pics posted recently are not taken by me (duh), but other photographers on Flickr. Its a photo sharing site that I'm a part of.

Oooo, today was a day filled with events. I didnt get some of my tasks done, but there were other things that replaced it.

Well first off let me tell you of how Mr. Bak APPROVED the school paper re-issuement. I was so happy as I talked to him after mass today. I was just bubbling with happiness. He said all he has to do is to talk to the two teacher's that decided to help out, to make sure its going well with them and then we are on our way for our first meeting. First meeting is generally just going to be to see who's intersted in helping, get done the names(first and last), emails and phone numbers. I'm so excited and I cant wait for this to start, I know not to expect a something running paper, because of pervious issues, but I hope others who decide to join are just as dedicated as I am.

ANYWAYS on to my adventure of the day. So first thing in the morning on the bus I ask Dylan, about the situattion that arised from b4, that includes Pam being mad at me. SO he said he didnt say anything about me being mad because I was never mad about it, and I was like yeah I know so how did Pam get the msg that I said, "I was gonna kick her ass" ???? Where the hell did this come from, god! I'm pretty sure I never said it, or felt that way, or even blogged it ! SO I'm confused along with Dylan. So tommorrow I have to go talk to Pam on 2nd lunch before anything else. Lets hope she doesnt decide to keep ignoring me after I ask to talk to her.

So anyways after getting off the bus, we walked into the school. As soon as I walk into the shcool I get this sharp pain in my tummy. I'm like all I had was chocolate milk!?!?! And then I realized It my TIME OF THE MONTH!!! I was so mad. SO go into the cafe and then realize half the ppl who are "smart" arent, lol. Cuz they couldnt understand a simple saying of "Emergency, Time Of The Month Or Code Red!" I was so fustrated! But luckily Nicole and Erin #2 came to my rescue.

Math class we had a mass. Which was fun, sorta. I enjoyed sitting in the first row, satrting at cute Nick in the other Math class and then later making fun of Rosa. How did I make fun of Rosa might you ask, well simple. As she came up to do the Our Father in sign language I did the loser "L" sign everytime she signaled. It was funny. Me and Lori and Joanna enjoyed it tons!

Um Chem class, nothin really Zancai has my Chem notes. Dont think I should have lent it to him after the Boob Check he pulled on my yesturday, lol.

I didnt have lunch today but was in Media ARts for 2 hours and worked on finalizing my commercial and then shooting for Music Video and suprisingly enough we are using my idea. Cool eh! SO the taping is going well and so is our write up which I'm doing. Ooo and I have an 89% sweet eh!

Um Physics class I could have died. Mr ZHeng got mad at me for talking, when there were 2 other loud mouths talking as well. Then a couple seconds later Jen who I sit pretty close to decided to play with my keys, so I try to get it back from her. Mr Zheng comes over pics up my keys and keychains and throws it across the class. I mean like "chuck" it. I was so pissed and it didnt help that I starte dto PMS today also. I COULD have killed him, Ohmigod! SO I'm signing out last period till the day of his exams. Like he had no right to break something I own just because he's fustrated with the rest of the class and our learning ability, asshole. Like seriously I never seen him become such a jerkface. I cnat believe he did wehat he did, but if your goning to let the class slack all year and then try to toughen up at the end of it, it wont work.

ANyways to hot for this shit, gonna find some popsicles. And then call Eriun for a discussion panel at 10:10

Note Taking...

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Originally uploaded by Fairyring.

... is correct. I'll be from todya on be taking my own notes and prepartion for my Physics class. Mr. Zheng decide to be a jerkface and threw my keys across the room. And you know why all because I was talking for a couple of moments and then after Jen took my keys and satrted to play with it. Oh and by the way he broke my keychain. But whats stupid is that there's ppl in the class that talk way more then myself and never get in trouble and 2nd of all he shouldnt have taken his anger out on me or the rest of the class. So for him to take his fustrastion out on myself and the class so close to exams, after slacking the whol year is not cool at all.

Bizarness

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Originally uploaded by cloois.

Ohmigod, I'm gonna have to have a serious talk with Dylan, because of what he's saying. When myself and him talk and he decides to past on info thats not need....HE BLOWS things out of proportion. AAAAHHHHH so mad! Just he wait till 7:40 hits...

Yeah its most likely his mouth that got me in shit or non-talking mode with Pam. Grrrr. It makes so much more sense. Now I have to see if she'll allow me to talk to her, dear god!AAAAAHHH Ihate hat I have to fix my mistakes and others too, not fun! grrrr, wait till I get my hands on Dylan.

Okay off of that...so Summerstock is apparently in Shawa, so thats where I'll be 5 days a week. I hope I kickass at Tech.

Oooo my lunch time story, so I decided to go on second lunch today, but get this. As I walk out of my class I see my buddy Zancai and me a Ro are like "Hey hows it going" And then I realize Zancai is walking in my path so I stop thinking he would go around me. And whoop! I get totally boobed checked by him. I was like ow and whathappened! Like I was boobed checked by zancais chest. It was werid but funny, but werid.

Um work today was fun, did almost absolutly nothing. It was fun. Didnt bother to go find Kyle to talk to him. talked to him enough last night to realize I think hes friggen gay. So yeah satyed out of eye contact and talk contact of Kyle...meh I will talk to him just not soon-ish.

And media art projects turning out well so far...

Summer Breeze

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Originally uploaded by MrTopf.

I'm loving the weather. Summer kinda hit with a suprise, guess because I had nothing to look forward to for a bit! Well I do now so I'm happy!

So all summer I shall be travelling between Shawa and Toronto. Ocassional further trips once in awhile. That reminds me that I should be sending evites out very soon.

I hope Saby emailed me back, I need a Whitby rep, for my excursions. Like how am I suppose to call all those ppl from All Saints for every time I want to go out??? And that's why I need a rep to pass the news on. Sabine is normally the rep, but this year she's going to the Lebanesian Land (Lebanon), so I need a replacement till she gets back.
Yeah so nothing much happening really, gotta go to work soon

Ooooo and I found another person to help me out to learn to rollerblade....*drum roll* ....EMILY!!!!

Gotcha

Haha, I found out who one of the idoits are posting in my comments. Caught ya, Biotch! Sucka, lol. Oh well good try...I just know to many ppl for you to slip by that easily, but it was your own slip up, so...too bad! But since you not my priority and sleep is that's what I'm gonna do instaed of blogging about you!

Ooooo that rhymed....coool! Ha!

World From My Point Of View

View from my balcony
Originally uploaded by Cam in Van.

The world for me is somethign that must be explored and not taken for granted. Must go to various place around the world, meet new people, do new things, learn new things...so many endless possiblities. I'm happy that I'm the person I am. Strongheaded, willing, and open. I can't wiat to do some of the things I have planned for myself. The only thing that would really piss me off is the people who try and hold me back, thats a royal pain in the ass. ANyways I felt like righting about this just because of the next couple or so trips I'm planning to go on for 2006. I'm going to Italy and Greece in March and the in July; London Paris and The Cote D'Azur. Both trips runned by my favourite teachers Mr.K and Mr.L and there are a few other random teachers I like that are going. But the board introduced this new memo that says we cant drink when we are overseas, which I plan to ignore anyways. You know there is always someone who is willing to be a rebel with you! ANyways and I'm also htinking about Joining a random tour for next year Dec to go to Japan and the next year I would like to go to Spain for 19 day trip to explore AND learn SPanish. I hope all my plans go through!

Anyways getting off of trips, for the summer I have joined Summerstock, which is a theatrical production by Students and we get to have 2 grade 12 credits for it. One Exploring the ARts the other is Co-op. Sad part about the summer is that my dad told me not ot get a 2nd Part time job, so *tear*. But I think tahts enough to keep me busy including the fact that I also have a few random things planned for myself during the summer. Boy Hunting, shopping, MOD, boy hunting, Cafes, Resturants, Movies, Cruise, Theatre, Learning, Boy Hunting, Partying, Wonderland, DDRing, Volunteering and Festivals. Yeah well thats it for now, I'm gonna go watch Inuyasha.

Oh and by the wya the music you listening to is by Mindless Self Indulgence and it called Capitol P. Enjoy Ciao!

Silhouette

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Originally uploaded by andersenKT.

Silhouette is a great song by Smile Empty Soul. If you get a chance listen to them, anyways. Forgot to tell you that on Wednesday, there were these two hot guys, that some ppl thought were gay. ANyways they were selling smoothies for their first day at our school intersectioin. What's funny is that they had a "pimpin" truck. Like a low rise truck with the rims and all. It was funny. But they were cute and friendly.
Um Erv one of my co-workers (a cute one) is leaving so its sad *tear* he's really funny and kind and generous. Remember my car story that he was willing to let me drive his car, to go get lunch?! It was kinda of him, but I think hes on something at points, lol
Right now I'm just chillaxing waiting for 10pm to come so I can watch Inuyasha, so now I'm just listening to Taking Back SUnday again. There's a couple really cathy songs, ie One-Eighty By SUmmer and A Decade Under The Influence.

Meh whatever anyways, I got excepted to be part of Tech Crew for Summerstock in Toronto which is cool. So I'm happy and I'm planning to get a 2nd partime job in the summer just because I wont be able to work too many hours at Staples. I'll be able to work 5 day of 4 hours. So 40 hours paycheck, so about $350 each check. I guess I'll work Sundays too.Pathetic besides the fact Im getting a raise in August. But yeah I'm applying at Timmy's and at Denny's. Should work out, I hope. Dyl thinks I'm doing too much, I sorta agree but its all for a good reason in the end.

Oh and I got my Peral Jam tickets on SUnday I think or maybe Saturday...either way I'm happy. So now just chillaxing to Tegan and Sara. I'll probably change my music to them soon enough.

And also I also volunteered to be a helper for the Jazz Festival In Oshawa, which I'd have fun doing too. I dont know why I'm a such a busy body, but it seems like there's so much to do in so little time. I'll get to it all b4 I die thats for sure.

So My Adventures Of Last Week

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Originally uploaded by mmdc.

Please Note: Its burning hot!!! Which is good! ;) lol

Anyways so last week I was suppose to tell you how one particular day went. I think it was Thursday. Thursday was fun, math class was boring as usual and then we went to Chem class. Ohmigod I did so many werid stupid things in that class. First off we had a supply teacher which meant "students rule the class". Thats exactly what we did. We worked in pairs to finish the ISU (Independent Studies Unit). My god we were photocopying sheets left right and centre. On the thrid floor and second floor copiers. Copying off other ppls sheets and so on. It was insane shit. The best one was when one of my buddies told me that he had a different classes student ISU. And I was like sweet, where is it. SO he's like its at home! I'm like and that does us what good? He's like um I can drive and I have my car, wanna come? Me: SWEET! Lets go! SO we tell the teacher we're going to the library and we get in his car. His car is such a old car. Its actually an Oldsmobile, but the speakers in it are awesome, so we called it the ghetto blaster, lol. He just blared his radio down the street and yelled at the goths from are neibouring school, it was funny shit. So we talked and stuff and the we get to his house. Friggen huge, I had forgotten how huge it was. So we go inside print off his stuff and he makes me listen to some new Mariah Carey song thats a remix. He was suprised I hadnt heardit so he blasted it. This kid is funny when he's singing, ohmigod. ANyways the songs is really good even htough I have no clue whats it called...meh. ANywyas so we head back to the school and he decided hey lets get Ice Caps. So he pulls this little drawer out full of change and he's like hold this. So we get ot Timmy's about to get our Ice Caps and I was about to put back the excess change and I pull the little drawer completly out, and was like Ohmigod. ANd we burst out laughing just because how werid that situation had become, ohmigod I could have pissed myself laughing. So we walk into the school with Ice Caps in our hands, and we get into the class everyones like how was the library?

Okay so now for lunch time that day I had gone to my 3rd period class first and then left to goi to my eye appointment to get contacts. So I end up meeting up with Copper, ALicia, Dylan and Brandon. It was funny ride with all the stories they were telling. SO we all spilt after the first bus and 3 of us ae taking the r-10 to Pickering and the bus breaks down. So we all missed our connecting buses and were pissed. We walked to Bayly and Liverppol together and then Dylan left and Me and Alicia went to the mall and I left her. The contacts fitting was an interesting hour of my life I can admit that. Nothing more to be said except that I went to the library and got some books and went home.
But no it doesnt end there, cause I still had to go back to the school later that night to help with the play, Looking For Bon Jovi. Which I loved helping with, I really enjoyed myself.
Um then went home and worked on my lovely ISU. Thursday was the highlight of my week. It was great.

Downtime

Wow, I had a bit of down time for my blog. It was a scary experince, but its fixed now so I'm happy! :D Well I went to bed at like 2am and now I totally drained cause I woke up at 7am and I still have to get to work. What a bitch. Oh sad news Ervan and Len are both leaving. Its so sad. So many people graduate from like small jobs like these and move on. Then there's me the youngest, which I have nothing to graduate on to. It makes me sad to see all the co-workers I get along with leave. Good half is that new ones come and the old ones visit. Later

Look whos being emo

Is there anything else you losers would like to clog my comments with? Plz email me instead cuz im closing comments off to you guys. I dont know who the fuck you are or why you are so fascinated to bug me, especially since you dont know who I am. Also what the fuck do you care about someone you dont know and defending them with all your breathe. But whatever that's okay. Whatever makes you happy. If you have any other random shit to say, say it in a email or be creative? Possibly stalk me and kill me...seems like you guys are doing a good job, so far....naa not really....

By the way its you random people that keep visting my site who are the emotional. Dont waste my time please.

Miami Beach Tobacco Road 112

Cabelleros in Miami
Originally uploaded by joaobambu.

Heeeeeey! Guess what I did. I got my contacts, well one pair. My mom is picking up the rest later on tonite. I already know what to expect...."Ohmigod, you looks so werid." OR "Ohmigod, you look different" OR "Ha you eyes are so small!" OR "You look Chinese" Those are the four things that I'm pretty sure will be said. I'm just know it. Anyways besides that today was totally eventful.
In chemistry class we had a supply so me and Jamie took his car, went to his house picked up a few things, and on the way back decided to get an Ice Cap. Jamie loves his music he was just blasting it in his Oldsmobile, it was the greatest thing ever. We also talked about school and summer and shit. It was fun.
Um, well I tell you what else happened in the week later. I have shit to do aka Tech Crew at 6pm.