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Songs Of The Past

Please note it said the past, so dont say where's my song mandi,lol

Steph-Linkin Park-Numb, Sheryl Crow-Soak Up The Song
"We both love these songs. She was always borrowing my cds...besdies the fact I forgot them over at her house all the time"

Sheila- Sum41-In Too Deep, Distillers-Beat You Heart
"Remebering sheila back in the good old days, where she kept it punk and didnt care about what ppl thought...wat happened to her, oh well"

Pat-Maroon Five-This Love and Switchfoot-Meant To Live and Jimmy Eat World-Sweetness
"He got that Maroon 5 songs re-stiucked in my head, switchfoot he went to the concert the weekend I asked if he wanted to come to wonderland, next weekend he was wearing the shirt, and Jimmy in his car coming from the youthfest. He decided to play his cd's this song came on and we were all happy, also reminds me of coffee time incident, lol"

Myself-Led Zeppelin-Stairway To Heaven and Aerosmith-Dont Want to Miss A Thing
"Biggest moment of my life, Pats Prom. Those two songs were the two songs I remebered clearly what happened between it playing time. Nothing disturbing I just loved the moment, nothing beats it,lol"

Two extra songs for eveyone was Goo Goo DOlls-Iris and Red Hot Chilli Peppers-Otherside, for some strange reason as a collective group we usually always listened to these songs and the others mentioned.

How I feel about these songs when I hear them now...well I feel sad, all the things that could have happened good between us all turned sour...I'm not too sure what I would change about the past if I had a chance, but I know there would ahve to be a chnage. Either me speaking up more, letting my feelings be known or something. Actually I really not sure what I could have done, it seemed destined for doom after my 1st desicion.

I'm not sure yet but I think this will be my ending post for this blog. Well the significant end, I'll post once more to lead you to the new page.

Well anyways this year has been topsy turvy for me. Lost of friends, death of friend, lost of boyfriend (still confused), gain of new friends, fights that rage on, silent fights, people not talking to me cause I dont like their friends, parents, grades, work issues, my major rise in Bitchy Drama Queen and EMo Queen, the meeting of new guy friends (destined to doom), never ending thoughts and ideas, but what has reined over all was my friendships and relationships.

I wish things didnt turn out the way it did with Steph, never met for it happen. Sheila.....I dont know what to say about her or this. Pat...what went wrong? thought there was something that was going to last, boy was I worng about all three, especially Pat. DOnt get me wrong I really did wnat it to work (all three), but I get fustrated and just run out of things I could do to help or fix the situation....

I'm tired, official last post on Up We Go To The Top. Be prepared for the next chapter.

Just Had To

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Originally uploaded by bohol.

TWO DAYS TILL NEW BLOG!!!!

And yes Anne you can copy the idea of new blog.lol.

Um basically I have been cramming for exams, so I could just pass...bad idea but only thing I oculd do...my body soooo sleep deprived for such a long time...I can barely stay awake when sitting still. My body thinks its time to sleep when I move less frequently...ahhhh damnit.

And I should really find that coupon for a slurpee it makes me mad that I dont know where it is.

ANYWAYS my week of school is over tommorrow. And then I work on Thursday...and I just realized as I said that I have to get my shifts changed, shiza. Fuck I forgot that even though I'm done school my sisters arent and neither is Yasuko (my step mom)...uggg so screwed. I'll fix that tommorrow.
Shit!

Well yeah more tommrrow, with last day entry. Right now i have to get back to studying....fuck

So basically...

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Originally uploaded by chickencat.

I'm still at work, I just had a dude tell me his little story about himself and his dad. He's a Polish dude and he showed me a couple of pictures from 1920's and 1930's..so anyways yeah. This picture up here is cool, and I'm hungary.

random stuff @ work

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Originally uploaded by Amanda Marie.

Well I'm at work, covering breaks. Never knew that I could operate Flickr from here to blog. So now I can tell you all my horrible stories about bosses, customers, adn employees. Muauahahaha....okay yeah whatever. My tummy's grumbling at me and I have to stand like forever. AND i HAVE TO SATND NEXT TO THESE HOT MACHINES!!! Well we have a fan, we had a nice cool one here last week, but now we have this ghetto one...ewwww. Yeah well I'm done for now.Ciao

Retro Times

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Originally uploaded by la rò.

Countdown: 7 days

Like today's picture? Well I'm pissed off with Mr.Zheng for killinh my keychain, but what can I do?

Anyways so yeah, right now i'm in Media Arts class and I also had my first exam today, which I totally bombed. I think I at least got 56% on the 1st part. The 2nd part well I know to study hard as hell. But now I also have to start studying for Chemistry and Physics.

Um probably skipping 4th period, if not I'll have to dwell with Mr.Zheng's stupidity. Tommorrow I might skip to watch movies, but tommorrow I also need to find a father's day present. AH so much to do. Summer almost here.

Color Alley

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Originally uploaded by -Birdy-.

Countdown till the end: 8 days

^^^^COuntdown is for when the end comes and its time for me to move on to my next blog. Anyways in more important news:

I got to see Jason today!!!!

Jason walks in through the door....this is me "aHHHHH Ohmigod its Jason." I
get up to run to the door. Mr L, "AMandla sit down and wait" Me in mid-air
position silently sits down and waits, aggitated and all. Finally I'm allowed to
run to Jason. But not before Mr.L and Dylan thinks its funny to taunt me. And
also after Sarj beats me to hugging Jason...I was like Noooooooo. But its all
good tlaked to him for a bit then left and came back and talked to him a bit
more, then decided to go homa and study. As I walked out of the school door I
turned around and yelled remeber to visit next year at least once or twice, plz!
AND jason was like okay. I was really happy to see him, and glad that I got the
chance to see him. Oooo and I also told him about the newspaper and he was like
thats great and good luck. Man I miss the newspaper Crew. I hope it all works
out next year....fingers crossed.

Ninja Girl Kung Fu Style

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Originally uploaded by girlthursday.

Oh yeah, kung fu kicks ass. Especially Jackie Chan's. Man he is so cool, but so old, but that's okay, he's only like 56 (???) now.

Um well good news! I'm most likely allowed to graduate early from school. When I say graduate I mean I dont have to show up for 2nd semester. I'm thinking about working 6 days a week. Weekdays 8-2pm and then Sunday all day, if okayed by managers. I could make about 10,000 in the time from Feb to August with those hours, covering two year of tuition, cool eh. So that's actually my plan for next year. Yes I will still do my extra-curricular; newspaper, yearbook, photography club and whatever else. So I'm happy.

If you didnt notice I'm not one to much follow the rules of the book, not really my fault.lol.

ANyways I'm thinking about the possiblity of starting a new blog, for a start of a new year. But I'm not quite sure when I should start the new year...when I enter grade 12 or when summer satrts. I think when summer starts because its like starting a new life for the summer, different from whatever the one at school was like. This one will be in existence, so like you or myself could backtrack to certain point in time, but I wont be posting in it. I will post in the new one until I think the dued time has come.

Really when you perspectives and shit like that change, you have to make changes to a few other things as well. Even small insignificant things like my blog, :P Its just with so much changes in my life this year I think its only fair to start over in a new blog to document the new part of my life. This is just so most things from past and future and present dont clash. Thats all.

Anyways need sleep, post tommorrow again

By the way Way Away, is such an awesome song. Ahhh I love it.
ps. By Yellowcard oooo and Switchfoot is coming out with a new album soon, yeah!

Found

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Originally uploaded by wuhao.

Found pretty picture will post later

Postage

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Originally uploaded by dayafternext.

Okay so I finally decided to post preoperly, even though it like 4 hours later-ish. Um nothing really happened today, except for us (us=Jaira, Justin Myself and It (Ro)) did some editing for our music video. So far, its totally random, ohmigod. We had a story line but then that was interrupted by, ohmigod we need to fill space and that's exactly what we did. But its creative at least, just in many different aspects. Lol.

So yeah I finally did my ISU test, which I hope I did good on. And in Chem class did I bit of summer palnning.

Ooo by the way here's one of the plans I would like to try auout... I would like to graduate a semester early from school. Why you ask ...because I would like to work the other half of the year instead of going to school to get extra credits that I dont need. But the only issue is my extra curriculars that I would like to still do and other grade 12 things that I must get done, and such . I would like to know if they'll force me to be in school to take part, I hope not. I can finish all my needed credits by 1st semester, so I dont want to be at school if not needed.

ANyways lets talk about my weekend and how I got beat by Chinese Will. Damn him. Well anyways I was over at Kristina's house for her bro's birthday party. It was fun and we had this major game of soccer. SO I got one of the things off my Summer list. But it was such a racist game of soccer it was funny. It was Asians vs Non-Asians. But the highlight of the game was when the ic cream man stopped next to us, and we were all contemplating if we should go over finally about 10-14 of us went and attacked the the truck. The truck driver stopped on purpose. Ohh and Will was kind enough to buy me a slushie. ALSO I met Gab, there. One of Jiara's friends whos tall and cute. lol, by the way Gab is a guy. :D And he likes loud ppl, which was new and strange to me, but its all good. He had a tie as a belt which I found to be halarious.

Um well anyways, im tires, night

Hahaha

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Originally uploaded by MrsStrizzay.

Not as fishy as it looks. I menat my situations. SO me and Air kissed and made up.

(Does this make you happy...you is directed to those lowlives who are mega assholes, you know who u r. And if I did I would kick ur stupid fat ass all aroung the GTA, fuck u and dont get involve with other ppl's issues, fucktards)

Anyways, so basically a sorry goes out to Air, for miscommunication on what was said adn done. And yes that's really how I deal with things. Meh but stop worring yourself, you're gonna get wrinkles and shit, and that's not cool. Things work out in the end if they're suppose to, okay!

Ps. I missed Inuyasha for you. I hope thats some reflection of my care for you....is it ???? I think it is.

Um anyways on to my ninja hat, which is way cool, but its too hot to wear in this bloody weather. SO now I cant wait till the summer so I can use, I'm going to the pool thats why I'm dressed this way! hehehe

dippity doo da

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Originally uploaded by MrsStrizzay.

Hahaha, I like that title. Anyways I just popped my contacts out of my eye accidently, lol. I was rubbing it cuz I was tired and then it went *pop* and I was like "ahhh, me gone blind!" Then I realized it was on my cheek and then I put it back in my eye, lol.

So dont you just love the little baby over here...she so adorable. And just to let everyone know that the pics posted recently are not taken by me (duh), but other photographers on Flickr. Its a photo sharing site that I'm a part of.

Oooo, today was a day filled with events. I didnt get some of my tasks done, but there were other things that replaced it.

Well first off let me tell you of how Mr. Bak APPROVED the school paper re-issuement. I was so happy as I talked to him after mass today. I was just bubbling with happiness. He said all he has to do is to talk to the two teacher's that decided to help out, to make sure its going well with them and then we are on our way for our first meeting. First meeting is generally just going to be to see who's intersted in helping, get done the names(first and last), emails and phone numbers. I'm so excited and I cant wait for this to start, I know not to expect a something running paper, because of pervious issues, but I hope others who decide to join are just as dedicated as I am.

ANYWAYS on to my adventure of the day. So first thing in the morning on the bus I ask Dylan, about the situattion that arised from b4, that includes Pam being mad at me. SO he said he didnt say anything about me being mad because I was never mad about it, and I was like yeah I know so how did Pam get the msg that I said, "I was gonna kick her ass" ???? Where the hell did this come from, god! I'm pretty sure I never said it, or felt that way, or even blogged it ! SO I'm confused along with Dylan. So tommorrow I have to go talk to Pam on 2nd lunch before anything else. Lets hope she doesnt decide to keep ignoring me after I ask to talk to her.

So anyways after getting off the bus, we walked into the school. As soon as I walk into the shcool I get this sharp pain in my tummy. I'm like all I had was chocolate milk!?!?! And then I realized It my TIME OF THE MONTH!!! I was so mad. SO go into the cafe and then realize half the ppl who are "smart" arent, lol. Cuz they couldnt understand a simple saying of "Emergency, Time Of The Month Or Code Red!" I was so fustrated! But luckily Nicole and Erin #2 came to my rescue.

Math class we had a mass. Which was fun, sorta. I enjoyed sitting in the first row, satrting at cute Nick in the other Math class and then later making fun of Rosa. How did I make fun of Rosa might you ask, well simple. As she came up to do the Our Father in sign language I did the loser "L" sign everytime she signaled. It was funny. Me and Lori and Joanna enjoyed it tons!

Um Chem class, nothin really Zancai has my Chem notes. Dont think I should have lent it to him after the Boob Check he pulled on my yesturday, lol.

I didnt have lunch today but was in Media ARts for 2 hours and worked on finalizing my commercial and then shooting for Music Video and suprisingly enough we are using my idea. Cool eh! SO the taping is going well and so is our write up which I'm doing. Ooo and I have an 89% sweet eh!

Um Physics class I could have died. Mr ZHeng got mad at me for talking, when there were 2 other loud mouths talking as well. Then a couple seconds later Jen who I sit pretty close to decided to play with my keys, so I try to get it back from her. Mr Zheng comes over pics up my keys and keychains and throws it across the class. I mean like "chuck" it. I was so pissed and it didnt help that I starte dto PMS today also. I COULD have killed him, Ohmigod! SO I'm signing out last period till the day of his exams. Like he had no right to break something I own just because he's fustrated with the rest of the class and our learning ability, asshole. Like seriously I never seen him become such a jerkface. I cnat believe he did wehat he did, but if your goning to let the class slack all year and then try to toughen up at the end of it, it wont work.

ANyways to hot for this shit, gonna find some popsicles. And then call Eriun for a discussion panel at 10:10

Note Taking...

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Originally uploaded by Fairyring.

... is correct. I'll be from todya on be taking my own notes and prepartion for my Physics class. Mr. Zheng decide to be a jerkface and threw my keys across the room. And you know why all because I was talking for a couple of moments and then after Jen took my keys and satrted to play with it. Oh and by the way he broke my keychain. But whats stupid is that there's ppl in the class that talk way more then myself and never get in trouble and 2nd of all he shouldnt have taken his anger out on me or the rest of the class. So for him to take his fustrastion out on myself and the class so close to exams, after slacking the whol year is not cool at all.

Bizarness

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Originally uploaded by cloois.

Ohmigod, I'm gonna have to have a serious talk with Dylan, because of what he's saying. When myself and him talk and he decides to past on info thats not need....HE BLOWS things out of proportion. AAAAHHHHH so mad! Just he wait till 7:40 hits...

Yeah its most likely his mouth that got me in shit or non-talking mode with Pam. Grrrr. It makes so much more sense. Now I have to see if she'll allow me to talk to her, dear god!AAAAAHHH Ihate hat I have to fix my mistakes and others too, not fun! grrrr, wait till I get my hands on Dylan.

Okay off of that...so Summerstock is apparently in Shawa, so thats where I'll be 5 days a week. I hope I kickass at Tech.

Oooo my lunch time story, so I decided to go on second lunch today, but get this. As I walk out of my class I see my buddy Zancai and me a Ro are like "Hey hows it going" And then I realize Zancai is walking in my path so I stop thinking he would go around me. And whoop! I get totally boobed checked by him. I was like ow and whathappened! Like I was boobed checked by zancais chest. It was werid but funny, but werid.

Um work today was fun, did almost absolutly nothing. It was fun. Didnt bother to go find Kyle to talk to him. talked to him enough last night to realize I think hes friggen gay. So yeah satyed out of eye contact and talk contact of Kyle...meh I will talk to him just not soon-ish.

And media art projects turning out well so far...

Summer Breeze

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Originally uploaded by MrTopf.

I'm loving the weather. Summer kinda hit with a suprise, guess because I had nothing to look forward to for a bit! Well I do now so I'm happy!

So all summer I shall be travelling between Shawa and Toronto. Ocassional further trips once in awhile. That reminds me that I should be sending evites out very soon.

I hope Saby emailed me back, I need a Whitby rep, for my excursions. Like how am I suppose to call all those ppl from All Saints for every time I want to go out??? And that's why I need a rep to pass the news on. Sabine is normally the rep, but this year she's going to the Lebanesian Land (Lebanon), so I need a replacement till she gets back.
Yeah so nothing much happening really, gotta go to work soon

Ooooo and I found another person to help me out to learn to rollerblade....*drum roll* ....EMILY!!!!

Gotcha

Haha, I found out who one of the idoits are posting in my comments. Caught ya, Biotch! Sucka, lol. Oh well good try...I just know to many ppl for you to slip by that easily, but it was your own slip up, so...too bad! But since you not my priority and sleep is that's what I'm gonna do instaed of blogging about you!

Ooooo that rhymed....coool! Ha!